Hold please...

Hello again. After much time has yet again passed from my last entry in my personal blog, I shall here make another effort to illustrate my life for those who find it interesting. I am having a great second season with UFOMT (formerly Utah Festival Opera) and am grateful for the blessings I currently enjoy in my life. However, I am worried. When will I actually begin to know where my life is going to go from hereon out? The other day I received a disturbing email saying that my diploma is being held because the university thinks I owe it $1,000, which is not true or accurate by even the farthest stretch of financial reasoning. Also, I have no idea where I am going to live, work or how I'm going to be able to support myself in the next phase of my life. I know that all things are supposed to be in the Lord's time and I need some help here. I am slowly learning that I need to depend more on my Heavenly Father to guide me because I sure as heck have no idea how it will all work out in the end. And that scares me a little, because I am so used to doing everything by myself. All I can do is pray and wait for some inspiration because it seems like everything I've tried to do on my own has been wrong. When will my life actually begin to make sense? Not sure but still holding on to my optimism. More to come...